Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. I fucked up. Two months ago I went on a date with a man my friend suggested I should meet. I had a good time, but he was quiet and soft-spoken- a little too reserved for my taste. I did not feel any sparks so when he asked me out again, I told him that I'd had a good time but was not interested dating-wise. I said I would want to hang out again as friends. He sheepishly agreed.
I was looking for a hiking partner this weekend, and I asked him if he wanted to come along. Boulder-hopping and making marmot calls in the middle of Mt. Rainier National Park, I found myself having a great time with a man I'd blown off two months ago. Why did I not see this before? He was cute and smart and while still quiet, was easier to talk to once we'd spent several hours together and felt more comfortable.
I should have given it time before jumping into friendship mode. Now I'm in the position of wanting to date someone who I specifically told I was not interested. If my past experience with men is any indication, I feel like he would still date me. Can this be remedied with a couple beers?
I was looking for a hiking partner this weekend, and I asked him if he wanted to come along. Boulder-hopping and making marmot calls in the middle of Mt. Rainier National Park, I found myself having a great time with a man I'd blown off two months ago. Why did I not see this before? He was cute and smart and while still quiet, was easier to talk to once we'd spent several hours together and felt more comfortable.
I should have given it time before jumping into friendship mode. Now I'm in the position of wanting to date someone who I specifically told I was not interested. If my past experience with men is any indication, I feel like he would still date me. Can this be remedied with a couple beers?
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